Hey everyone, so I spoke to my dad about quitting uni and of course he was not impressed. Now I'm severely depressed and thinking about just ending my life. I was just in IP in Jan so my medical aid might not cover the visit. I don't know if I will get a chance to see my pdoc, she's always fully booked and I think she's tired of seeing me to be honest. I'm also very skeptical since I can't take any antidepressants as I rapidly cycle and she wanted to change my meds which I am not keen on doing so. I rely so much on my parents and their approval means the world to me. I can't drive because of anxiety so my dad takes me to all of my appointments and I live with my parents since I'm still a student. they are controlling my life and emotions and I feel that there is no way out for me.