I just have to come back to state that I feel frigging stupid now for posting this at all today when I'm just simply crazy today! It's pretty late but I just now took a PRN (3am!, im a night owl) I'm just really OCD about going to bed on a good note. I don't want to fall asleep knowing I'm only going to wake up with the same problems therefor I have to make something, anything right so I can sleep. It's not just the state of mind I'm in NOW... I've always been that way. I'm a firm believer that you should never go to bed angry at your SO! And all I did with expressing my concerns was stir up a whole new mess.

I don't want anyone to worry. I'm OK. Just miserable lol. I promise I'm not going to make any bad decisions and before I make any "great" decision right now, I will/am thinking about IP. I'm fully aware of my state of mind.

Just hope I get some sleep without nightmares every two hours! So goodnight!

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