Hi all,

Last fortnight my t and I attempted to talk about my erotic transference, and she had a list of questions I had wanted to ask just about therapy in general and also about her.

One of them was her experience with LGBTIQ patients. I did secretly hope she would disclose her own sexuality. I had assumed she was queer, and I am a queer female. Sure enough she did, but made a point to say she's in a long term same sex relationship.

It was right at the end of the session. It ending kind of awkwardly. As soon as I got to my car I balled my eyes out. I just keeping "I told you she would have a girlfriend" "I bet she's beautiful together woman" "why would she be into you" etc etc.

That night I got really high and wrote a ten page letter to t explaining what I was thinking and how I felt. And profusely apologising for prying into her life. She called me and reassured me its all okay.

Tomorrows our next session, I'm terrified [emoji33]



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