Plus, I'm so sick of being out down as a guy. Comments like yours are why I want to chop off man parts. I going on starving binges and be so critical on myself and I'm aware definitely it's my own problem just hearing I'm too needy or pushy or that I don't respect women, based off of petty rumours and lies conjured up by people who know how to start crap. I'm not a victim in my head, but when anyone especially a woman I invested my heart and soul into makes me a victim of her abusive behavior and drinking and drugs.

I'm the one whose blamed for deserving to being unloved and abused.

So please keep than men hate over criticism to yourself.

I'm taking it personally sorry. I'm only human. I never hit anyone I never cheated. I did my best for nothing.

This is different very different. I'm capable of loving people.

I didn't want to move fast with this girl at all. She wanted to have sex with me before now I changed my mind because that's not a good idea for either of us. I was ver y clear I'll tell her today too. Thank you.