((((Inny))))
I am sorry - I do know that some things we just cannot fix even though we desperately want to and with parents we know that they are supposed to love and care about us and put their children above all else but some parents can't or won't do that and that is a pain that does not fix or go away. It does not stop the child in us from longing for a parent like we are supposed to have. Accept all the love you get from others and make sure to love yourself and take wonderful care of yourself because you matter - you are important - and you are loved.