I scored 33. That´s very good I suppose.

Then why I feel like %#@&#! way too often?

I´ve got migraine, suspectly psychosomatic diarrheas & stomach sickesses all the time, back ache, nightmares, feeling of depersonalization... I´ve almost made it to a stress disorder/chronic fatigue this summer, luckily realized soon that something went wrong.

I know I cope very well I daily life: I study a renowned university (and added second study program this year), have soo many plans for future, do this and that... actually it is becoming more and more probable that I will get a counseling license/become a priestess. And yet I feel like %#@&#!.

Maybe I should really go for the clergy thing, maybe doing something meaningful will let me forget about my pitiful health and give me more sense of meaning and future.