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ladyrevan21 · Mar 01, 2016, 10:34 AM

So I can't really remember much of the dream that I had last night

Possible trigger:

except for one instance where I was actually diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I haven't really had any such diagnosis in real life, actually. I must have been rather young in the dream, maybe at least a teenager or so or a preteen. And I must have been walking through my college campus -- or something that looked like it -- when I got the prognosis, except there was a fountain where there hadn't been a fountain before. I might have been wearing a long sundress, it might have been close to school letting out, and it was sunny. And all the while, dream me -- even though she didn't look remotely like dream me -- was sort of worrying about what was going to happen.

It might have been set off by something I read, but it's still pretty disturbing to me. I also remember during the morning (five-ish this time) not being able to get back to sleep despite the anti-anxiety pill thanks to all those disturbing images flashing through my brain.

One step forward, two steps back, I guess.