i fell in love with my T the very first minute we met, but it took me 3 years before i could actually say it... at the end of a particularly close and comforting session, i stood up to leave, opened the door but couldn’t seem to walk away... i stumbled over my words... and she just looked at me with those kind eyes, and said “say what you want to say”...

so i took a deep breath... looked her directly in the eye (which is such a rarity for me anyway!), and i said... “i love you”...

and she smiled... it was the most powerful moment of connection with her i have ever had... ever had with anybody probably... it felt so right to say it... and she made it feel more than ok to say it...

she said... “i think there is a lot of love in this room”... but with her eyes she said so much more... it was the most amazing feeling... and something i feel brought us closer together...

for me it felt like opening up a whole new level of trust... to be able to say that and feel safe in doing so was such a valuable experience for me... and it is a memory i will cherish forever i am sure...