Thank you Skeezyks, I appreciate the support.

As for my job... well at the moment Im definitely not the biggest fan. With amount of backlog to deal with, I've developed a bit of a futility attitude. It's basically trying to shovel snow of an Avalanche. But the job pays well and it's lenient in more areas than probably with other employers.
I think I would say I wouldn't straight hate my job. When I first started it was a lot less chaotic than it is now so it was far more bearable. Right now it's just a really stressful time and it's hard to get any momentum. And I've already been criticized by management on my lacking performance.... So yes I'm feeling quite a bit of pressure.

It's affecting me to the point where even in my off hours I can't enjoy anything to de-stress...