I think I was always BP. Weird childhood.
1st hospital age 19. Met predator Pdoc.

On opioids for control. Sometimes Valium.
Got stalked by Pdoc.
Was with lots of guys. But rarely intercourse.

Got successful. In Real Estate. Wall paper business. Buying and fixing up houses.

11 yrs later crashed hard. Got rid of 2nd fiancé. 1st one od Coke on purpose. 2nd one on Coke and had personality disorder.

Mom stepped in and rented all my houses. I was left with only a cottage in the high desert and family vacation house on Colorado River. I was getting stronger.

Then mom asked me to be a live in nurse for grandparents. Oh hell.
Symptoms started in a bad way.

Met my husband at River. Taught him to wake board. We have a big ski house w awesome view and ski boat at Lake Naci.

20 yrs later. Here I am.