Hi,
I'm a straight, 29 years old, male. I met a person in library few months ago and became friends.
After few days he started saying, we can live together for saving our rents and expenses but from his behaviour I tried to avoid and it lasts for 2 months but he was on same line saying, we should live together.

Finally we rented a flat and lived there, but after few days we started quarelling on such small issues like bathroom, food, water and such small things.

After this happened 3-4 times, I finally told him that either you leave the room or I'll vacate it from next month.

He started apologizing and we fixed our misunderstanding but again it happened 4-5 times in just 2 months and the one thing I didn't like, after any quarrel, he stopped talking with me for many days and so I felt irritated and frustrated.

But after an another quarell, he said I'll vacate the room. Now on the last day he started saying, I told this by mistake and I don't want to leave the room but the room was rented to someone else and he left the room today.

Although from begining I didn't want to live with him but after living together for 3 months and he left the room today I'm feeling guilty and very sad and too much negative things in my mind that, did I forced him to leave the room or Did I do any wrong, Im not a good person or such many things in my mind.

Friends, please advise how to come out from this negative thinking.

Thanks