I was sexy when really manic for many years.
I don't know if any of you have had multiple partners. It was more popular before the AIDS epidemic.
I had always used safe sex so I wouldn't get pregnant.
I lived with a guy. I wanted to try group sex. He wouldn't.
I had a 7 yr trist with an older man. He owned the resort were we went waterskiing. He had a live in girlfriend.
I think I was always more open minded was the generation I was growing up in.
Plus the weirdness. My dad coming on to me. That was hell.
I think my ethics re sex revolve around my bipolar oversexed deal. I neede to come up with the
Rules that worked for me and made me feel comfortable.
I was so naive to think I'd never need an extra man if I got married. What a joke.
Just complicated the deal.
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 Bipolar 1
Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150
Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam
Hasn't helped yet.
From sunny California!
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