I usually experience hypomania episodes like spiritual experiences. Probably thanks to my strict Polish-Catholic upbringing. I made a life change decision during an episode while I gave an impromptu speech to a packed church, feeling excruciatingly close to each person, I had auditory and visual hallucinations, and the speech ended with a standing ovation, lots of hugs and congratulations. Stuff like that.

The worst things happened over a long period of time, I self-medicated by being a daily drinker, until 7 1/2 years ago, and I got into $27,000 worth of credit card debt, finally paid it off last year.