1) Ranting and rambling thinking everything I say is special and that I'm some sort of visionary and not just a really obnoxious guy. Chatting up ANYBODY nearby and weirding them out. Super paranoid, delusional thinking. Sleeping 2-3 hours a night. Oh and drinking ... LOTS of drinking.
2) Having a complete meltdown after being asked to leave from work and unintentionally threatening a coworker (After getting fired I sent out a couple of angry drunk texts that I later reread and realized were entirely inappropriate). Anddd successfully convincing a friend's ex to sleep with me but then getting too drunk and crashing on her couch instead (I still feel really weird about that one).
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--Keegan
BP1
Substance Use Disorder -- Alcohol (In Recovery)
900mg Lithium
15mg Temazepam PRN
"Just Because You're Paranoid Doesn't Mean They're Not After You"
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