***TRIGGER WARNING***

I've talked to my T before about thoughts of wanting to SH in more intimate parts of my body. Before today it was mostly thoughts, but today I did SH on an area. Not bad, but I still did it.

I feel like a crazy person, and I don't know who to talk to or if I should just keep this part of my SH quiet.

Has anyone else SH on areas like this? Usually I go for my hips, but the last few times it hasn't felt like enough.