Thank you so much. That's just horrible about your mother, and the person you were married to.
And yeah, I'm currently in group therapy. It's kind of helped me in regards to social skills, coping with certain stuff, things like that. And having people who support me has definitely helped. I've definitely had moments when my feelings on things turned out to be right. I think I need to trust myself more. And not beat myself up over certain mistakes I make. It's definitely hard (I've had that since I was a kid, I think) And I've also been trying to give myself some positive self-talk, which has helped. It's going to be an uphill battle, but it's helping, I think.