It could be. I think it could be a better me -- some of the symptoms I've been struggling with resolved. It helps that I identified with Jamie in the Halloween movies when I first watched them in 2013 -- which seems to be the root of a lot of my issues. I don't know if that's really relevant to this, but I found that in a lot of the anger I was struggling with that year, I identified with Jamie. Add in the matter of the Michael dream and I guess I have my own shadow side to integrate. (Or combat?)

The more I really think on this, the more I realize how much...ugliness I was carrying around. I wonder what else is waiting beneath the surface, honestly.