You put yourself down a lot and you're having anxiety issues plus you've been through some disappointment. That could make anyone bitter! Are you seeking therapy? Are you on any meds for your anxiety? If not then start there. Learn to love yourself first. Trust me if you don't accept yourself first then you're setting yourself up to waste a lot of time on the wrong people! (And I really need to take my own advise lol)

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