Exactly.

He has been single for a year, not even a fling, after being in a 4.5 year relationship (they were engaged). He has been in three very long term relationships and a few shorter ones prior. According to him, prior to this year, he hasn't really been single much of his adult life. And in contrast, I have been single for 7 years. I think we're looking for different experiences.

I should really stop overthinking this and just let it lie. It's gone from "this is where I'm at and I've given you no reason to doubt that what I'm saying is the truth," to he's got some serious ulterior motives, etc. Idk, maybe he didn't tell me the whole truth. Sometimes I think that there are things which could be said which aren't helpful in a given moment. But I don't think he lied to me. I hope he didn't. I don't know.

You know that HALT acronym? I am all of those things--hungry, angry, lonely, and tired. I am not thinking clearly at all plus spiraling. It's not a good combo.