All I remember was bursting into tears because my body desperately wanted to walk out and get in the car and go to therapy when she was on vacation. Only that particular day of the week and time and it was like having an exhuberant dog inside of me wanting to go for a walk and bringing me his leash; I had a heck of a time holding myself back! Was too weird having your body have sensations that "you" didn't engender/initiate.