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Originally Posted by 1976kitchenfloor
My lost memory came in my dreams in which I observed 'myself' in a terrible situation The feelings even in my dream were so real and terrible and it was like I was there and reliving it as myself for the first time. It was after expereincing this and seeing myself in a dream that the alter who was standing in for me became known to me. When I was able to accept what she had experienced, and felt it as my own that alter was no longer unknown to me and in time was assimilated into who I now am.
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the topic of dreams linked with memories and sometimes alters is interesting to me. i have had quite a few that included alters, or i assume they were as that's how they presented in my dreams though weren't any i knew of.
i have had different types of dreams from normal graphic/vivid nightmare types then completely different ones that are short and quite vague with intense feelings.
there was one dream in particular recently that was more like a memory. there was not a lot of detail, and i was watching it from behind/above the head of who was experiencing it. the feelings were so real and the fear..it jolted me awake because it was so intense. i do not have a lot of those types which was why it seemed more like a type of memory than anything and kind of goes with a partial memory i have when i was quite young, also oddly where i remember being taken away into my head but having no ability to see where i was and hearing two female voices talking to each other..something about protecting me, not letting me go back yet, etc.
it is strange how some things can come together.