Have you been screened for borderline?
You sound alot like I used to pre-dx and treatment.
Reason I ask is, its hard to battle an unseen enemy. Whereas if it were revealed, you'd know how to combat it.
Just speaking from experience and what worked for me.
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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