Okay, I got confused. I've had bad experiences with therapists too. I found them to be either incompetent and/or they would leave, just as I was starting to warm up to and trust them.
I have no room to talk, either. I need to be with people too but I won't go to group therapy 'cause I'm scared everyone won't like me.

So, trust me, I'm not judging or putting you down in any way shape or form.
I really do apologize for coming off like a jerk. The tone in my post has been mistaken. That's okay, with the written word that happens if you're not a skilled writer.
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