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Old Mar 02, 2016, 09:56 AM
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Just had an appointment with NP but my psychiatrist walked in.

My psychiatrist doesn't think I am stable. And I trust her.
She is the most normal person I know.

I just know too few sane people!

I feel deflated. Like BPD-like reactive depressive deflated. I think I could cry now.

Thank you for your support.
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