Yes, I do this.
I used to do it when I was much younger, recently I've done it again a few times.
Hopefully I've stopped now. I talked to my T, she was concerned because I can't see how much damage Im doing.
I'm sorry that things have been difficult for you recently Amyfed,and you too Breadfish. And I know that feeling of being crazy,this is a crazy thing to do. I didn't know anyone else who did it. Do talk to someone like a therapist if you can, it may help, and someone needs to at least monitor your harm and make sure you're safe.