I love men too and love to be in a relationship and also struggled finding right men ( had loads of men lol just not rights ones). But I never thought they complete me. In what sense? I am happily engaged now but I am as complete now as I was when I was single. I am the same person. I think concept of needing men to complete us is flawed in s long run .

Also to all honesty if you want great relationship you might need to become single. I doubt truly great single men would go for it knowing you are married.

Don't worry about weight. Unless you are morbidly obese and unhealthy and can't walk due to weight most good men don't care. Heck some even like bigger women

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