I wouldn't call this a crash. Actually a fairly smooth landing compared to others I've had. I wish I could take this day to rest in bed. I don't feel well. Exhausted after the hypo, plus the extra seroquel to keep full on mania away feels taxing on my body, gives me tummy probs too.

Already planned this day away from office to take care of some DMV appointments. I can do it. I have to. Going to get my drivers license replaced, take daughter to driver test she failed last time, look for my son down in town he has the drivers license test today too. I haven't heard from him in several days. He's 20 with drug probs. cannot let myself lose it and start crying today. I have to get these things done. And I will. Getting in shower now. Shower will help. I can do this. It's one day. I can cry all night tonight if I need to but not right now.