I find myself needing to check this forum regularly, and if I don't I sometimes feel left out. I feel like I really know many of you like I do my "real life" friends as you have helped me get through the worst depression I've had in years. And I'm hoping I've helped you all in some way as well. At the same time, I like sharing in your successes and your failures because we all really understand each other. It is a no judgment zone here and that is very comforting. Some of the messages I write on here are somewhat duplicated in my journal. And NOBODY is allowed to see my journal. Just putting it out there