Well, Sunny and all, it is like your posting on whether you would tell your T you love him. If we can identify those feelings we have for T or what we experience in or through the relationship, then we can get closer to our true selves and what we experienced as children and what we are capable of as adults. (or something like that).

Of course, meaning or not, I am still mortified bout the phone conversation yesterday and am fully prepared for him to reject me on Tuesday and the need for me to hold my head high as I take it!

Oh goodness.