Oh God T,
Our relationship has now evolved in a way I would have never-ever imagined some time ago. I realize you initiate contact And if you don't, I'll text you at any time between 8 am and 11pm and you'll get back to me. If i use e-mail hoping you take your time instead of instant chat, you get back to me in 1 hours with a one-page long, compassionate and very helpful email. Which I never pay for. It's what I've always wanted as many here. It's.. a dream basically. I feel so blessed and I actually love it BUT, I'm so scared. What if I cross the line!? I don't want to be like my ex boss.. I don't want you to get burn out!!!
ps. I'm so happy that despite dark times I never got a new T.
Because you basically always caught me before I hit the ground. Ecen during your pregnancy you were there. I was privileged (and so ashamed about that). I love you T. For what you've been doing for me, from fee/time to the ticket game we invented for when I freak out. Despite you life having chahged A LOT for sure - but i hardly ever notice it. You always protect us both. You are a mom now and your child is so blessed to have you - and I feel so immensely blessed too, for your indestructible faith and constant commitment to the lost soul that I am. Despite you being much busier than once.. you stil fit me in every week no matter what.
I appreciate it, I really do.
Thank you ❤️
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