Yeah I totally, 100% have obsessive thoughts about revenge. They're more like fantasies because I would never act on them but after getting fired during a manic episode last year I still think about getting revenge on my ex-boss and a certain ex-coworker.
I guess you've just got to live and let live. I REALLY have a bad problem with dwelling on the past and it interferes with my ability to live in the present / not "live in my head".
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--Keegan
BP1
Substance Use Disorder -- Alcohol (In Recovery)
900mg Lithium
15mg Temazepam PRN
"Just Because You're Paranoid Doesn't Mean They're Not After You"
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