Sorry for the late replay, haven't been online for abit.

I have let my pdoc know, I think that's why he rx stelazine in low doses, so far as I can tell its for severe anxiety & agitation. It works abit just nowhere near aswell as a benzo.

I've considers boxing actually, I'm just so embarrassed when i go to do physical sports, I used to be fit now I'm just sort of emaciated & I can barely follow instruction, especially if I'm nervous, but it's a good suggestion.

My old pdoc said he thinks it's dysphoric hypomania but it happens ALOT, can you have hypomania for months to years at a time? With short periods of remission or switch to depression?

Hi moogie. I haven't used benzos for months. Still dope smoking though.