I know this is bad but I admit that in between pdoc appointments I'll take more or less of my meds depending on how I'm feeling. I just feel like I'm aware of my current state and I know what more or less will do. For example, my pdoc gave me wellbutrin XL and I didn't realize it until I got home. Well the XL lasts all day and keeps me up at night and I had the SR already so I took that instead. And I've been pretty hypo and not able to sleep lately so I took one and a half tabs of seroquel instead of just one. I had extra so it's not like ill run out. And sometimes just one ativan won't do a darn thing, so I take 2. Again I'm hypo, so I took 6mg of risperdal instead of 4 and my regular pdoc has suggested already to increase my dosage to 6mg. I can't get into my pdoc until the 14th and I feel like this hypo is making me nuts so I'm doing all I can with my meds to keep it together.

I know... This is bad blah blah but I did in fact contact my pdoc office and they gave me to a diff dr and when I called he straight up told me to "deal with it and make an appointment". I even went back and saw a nurse and he told me the same thing again! I literally cried my eyes out to this guy and he dismissed me. I'm knowledgeable about what doses are too much and what I can handle. No it's not an excuse but in between appointments and especially now I'm just desperate to hold on to what sanity I do have left. Besides, my usual pdoc always goes with my suggestions on dosages ect (probably not a good thing either seeing that I'm not a dr!).

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