My parents weren't around because of work, and when I was abused no one saved me. I had to do it myself I had to be my own hero at 6 my parents my mother takes it hard she feels guilty for not here to be mom protect me help me understand what was a healthy relationship.

I was institutionalized that was crazy, hard to love, going through school feeling the bad kid.

I act and feel like this because I needed what I needed then and what drives me to want to die many days feeling my whole life is not worth what I needed. That's what kills me.