OMG, you are looking straight through cyberspace at the authentic me! I am normally described in ways such as you have said, but never ever when depressed. I was really scared I lost me forever. I am only a little bit back. But thank you. Now we should share some chocolate and make our broccoli necklaces! I was thinking about the Carlos quote you sent today. I got so heavily into those books at one point I felt I was having liminal out-of-body experiences and everyone laughed, except my son who said, go for it, you don't need drugs to fly, you're a zany mama. Nighttime nudges!

PS Apologies for paraphrasing my son's message and making him sound like a neo-retro-hippie kid. He would be mortified! He never calls me mama. I was just fun-ning.