((Alexandra))
Sorry the phone session was so difficult and I hope you are feeling better. I have decided that I don't like phone conversations but I've never had whole session on the phone. I would rather I could see T and he could see me. hehe -- I can feel his anxiety when he can't see/read my face. "Are you with me?" he says.
Did he say something that makes you not want to see him anymore? Can you call him again and discuss this?
Take gentle care.