How do you expect I learned about boy-girl relationships?

My Pdoc was the worst influence.

Plus after 2 dates a guy I didn't even like got DX w cancer and had to get his testicle removed. He was in and out of hospital for a year and 1/2. He was being discharged when they found it but kept him military medical for the cancer treatment.
I let him live with me, dropped out of college and took care of him. Every day plotting my escape.
Then he got better, I found him a job, I feel for the other guy working there. He hated him too.
So we got him another job. This backfired. The guy got run over by a work truck and it broke his neck and back. So I started working from home after he got out of intensive care. I went to school at night.
He had a steel plate on his chest and two steel bars up to a chin rest. They carved a piece of his hip bone into discs for his neck.
I had to drive him to all of his Dr appts.

I was behind at school so my teacher recommended volunteering for credit at the Free Clinic. There was a handsome guy who was there because of a dui. This started an 8 yr relationship a proposal and him commiting suicide.

So. If the other posters on here think you just leave someone when the chips are down. I do not agree.

Also if you think it's all truth and there's no grey area, I don't agree.
And if you can't imagine in your wildest dreams how I justify the choices I make, you'd need to walk a mile in my shoes.