Well I ran into the woman I've been obsessing over for months. We had a brief conversation and I asked how she was doing. She mentioned her new boyfriend and she said she wasn't certain where the relationship was going (I sort of fell back into my sordid dream). I told her that I hope she is happy and I'm pulling for her. She smiled and said I've always been so nice (dropped a thousand feet!). We said goodbye and I'm still holding on to that last sentence. Soon it will dissipate and I'll hit reality like a bad traffic accident - moments so good and so few. Thanks