Thanks for all the hugs guys. Today hasn't been to bad of a day. I am out here at my parents house trying to get caught up on some homework since I practically missed all of last week of school. I just got my HTML done but can't the dots to change to flasks so will ask my instructor what I did wrong. I am getting ready to do my advanced spreadsheet and am glad my dad will be home soon so if I run into any problems he can help. I haven't cried anymore today I feel as if all the tears have been shed. I see Nancy again on Tuesday and I think our conversation will be about trusting again. I am having a hard time trusting anyone anymore because why should I when they will just leave.

Steve was 43 and was overweight and smoked. In fact that is something we shared in common and for holidays, birthdays and good grades he would give me packs of cigarettes. When I was in the hospital at Vista I ran out and called him and he brought me a pack. I did a scrapbook layout of him and that was very healing. I plan to show it to Nancy on Tuesday.

Again thanks for all the thoughts and prayers.

Jbug