I've been to three psychiatrists in the last 2 years (not out of choice, the first 2 flaked out on me), been on 10-15 different meds and even had ECT. Nothing has worked. I'm really skeptical of my doctor because she didn't even consider I was rapid cycling until I mentioned it and didn't even bother taking me off antidepressants until last year December when I had a serious mixed episode and tried to kill myself!! My head is spinning right now at the possibility of another medication going wrong and URGH!!! She says its up to me, but i don't know what to do.