Yeah I'm kind of just reaching the point where I need to analyze my childhood. This is pretty new for me so I feel it's necessary. I don't blame my parents though for my actions from this point forward. I do feel that they are the reason for a large portion of my development (good and bad), but I also don't feel resentment. The only thing I have trouble with is wishing the past could be different, or that I could somehow explain the things I have figured out with them to maybe help them change themselves. But I know that is unrealistic to think and don't hold on to those thoughts.

I dream of breaking the cycle all the time, and so far from the feedback I've gotten, I seem to be close.