My dx. Is bp 1 again I saw t today and his last day of work is the week after next. I don't know how I feel. T says I'm stable but I still have to tell pdoc I was paranoid and angry and the kolodipin didn't work so I cut. I'm so nervous. I meet new t in 3 weeks. I'm not really looking forward to the getting to know you stage and my symptoms. I'm worried she'll be more likely to hospitalize me. We went over my gaf score ( I'm regularly in the 30's) how severe my bp was and how meds are important. He was very concerned I wasn't going to continue therapy. So he set me up with 3 appointments with new t. I can't say I'm stable because just last week my anger got the best of me but hey if he thinks I'm stable who am I to say different.