Agree on effects on RX and need for communication , diary ,and speaking up for the sake of your mind/body connection. Been there also and by the time I figured out that effexorvwas not part of my picture, getting off was like being a junkie on withdrawals - horrid! So , please be good to yourself and your future and realize medication is there to help you and yet is only as good as the correct "recipe". A suggestion- one way you might want to consider is the library - either visiting or volunteering. It is quiet, it eases you back into the world but limits your exposure to forced people interaction yet allows you to begin somewhere and going onc a week for a day you could either find a bus, a cab or catch a ridev. Just a though to consider. Always a community program that is very low cost as well generally.... Hoping for you to already be having better days...