I'm kind of glad I'm not the only one. It's insane how much I change my mind about things. I don't even like going clothes shopping anymore because I will decide to get some nice clothes and get excited about how good I will look and spend 100-200 on clothes and the next week I will hate them and not wear them. After Christmas I bought two sweaters that cost me 40 dollars each and I wire them 2-3 times and that was it.
I decided I wanted to start the adult coloring thing that's popular and I bought a few books and some pencil crayons and I used them for one weekend.
I decided to take up knitting. Bought some yarn and needles and that lasted a few days. They are sitting in a drawer, untouched.
About 2 weeks ago, I decided to rearrange my 2 bedroom apartment. I was sharing a room with my 9 month old, and my 5 year old had her own room. I put the two kids in the same room and put my mattress and box spring in the livingroom temporarily while I organized everything and put my bedframe together. My mattress and box spring is still in the livingroom, and my room is still not organized, my bed frame is not together. I just leave my bedroom door shut so I don't have to look at it. And my stuff is still in their closet, and their stuff is in my closet. I just kind of gave up after I had their room organized.
I try so hard to get into a healthy habit of eating well and exercising, and I did it recently for a week, even lost 9lbs. Then I change my mind and tell myself what's the point of trying, I'm just gonna fail, and I give up.
I decided to get my beginners so I could get my drivers license, and was determined to do it in January. I found out even if I got my beginners, I wouldn't be able to drive by myself for a full year and gave up.
More times than I can count, I have come up with career ideas to start my own business (different ideas every time) and soon after I change my mind and realize it will never happen.
I'm so tired of this