Kindness,

Thanx Man for the contributes to the post, you deserve to pat yourself on the back!

1. Yes I am seeing a Local Forscenic Phsycologist, however the Issuse here in Australia is, apparently we are only allowed up to 10 visits to a person of that Calibire a year.
There is talk I maybe able to get more, but at this stage, I have to use my current visits.

2. My Phsycologist is a very busy guy, and now I'm facing another long month to get to see him again, as he is going on Holidays. This indeed is quite frustrating for me, as I feel I personally need to see someone preferable a couple times a week. As there are many things that need to be discussed.

3. I did approach another counsiling firm some time back, I did get a couple of visits in, however I called them the other day to see if I could talk to someone, however they can't even be bothered to return my calls!

4. As per the above mentioned counsellor, I'm not sure he's that suitable anyway, like on the last occasion I seen him, he had been going on a rant about how having faith in God & trying to teach me things from the bible, Aka & Heaven & Hell, like are you serious??

5. As for us Australians on the Govt Centerlink, there is only really survival money. I have to say, I am one of the better of Centrelink recipients, Aka, being on the Disabilty Pension, however even that itself is not much fun. Also to the fact, I am having to start over again, after being wrongly arrested & incarcerated for an offence I did not commit! After my arrest, My camper & posessions had Either been stolen or the entire lot was burnt out by Disorded thinking locals. So, therefor upon my release from Prison, luckily I did have a little in saving because I had been a homeless persons, I managed to Purchase another Van to convert into a Camper, but in saying that, had I not had my parents to fall back up for loans & begrudgingly allowed to stay on there premises in my Camper, it would of definaltly have taken me a very long time to get to where I am now.

6. Since Oct 2 2016, I have spent a total of around $6500 on this camper, includ the Purchase cost of only $700 and its plausible to say, I may have to end up spending around another $4000 for my camper to be totally self suficeint, aka be able to live independently on the streets. Living in a camper on the streets, is the only most economical way I can see to survive on Australian Centrlink Disability! Failing that, it would be a Swag & Pishbike, something I have done many times before, But Zero desire to want to have to do it again, as you could appreciate!

7. This all May seem like a good way to live, however, the issue I now face forever how long I choose to live in this camper on the street, is Poilce Harassment & more plausible being arrested & Incarcerated for just trying to survive! This is a real concern for me, as I am always going to be wondering when the next time I'm going to be wrongfully arrested on Bogus Charges & Incarcerated for X Periods of time, until the day happens, I am no long allowed to drive a Vehicle. Which will be a sad day indeed!

8. The only thing that hasn't happened yet, is I have acted on my thoughts! Phewww! had I did so, it's plausible to say, I would in no way be now posting on this Forum! In the worst case scenario, which I am constantly thinking about, is ending up in a place I have never been, Aka, a section @ Her Majistys Inn @ Moud Street Goulburn Aka, SUPA MAX! Australia's Toughest & Most Dreaded Underground Prison wing!

9. As per mentioning of acting out, I have never in my life acted in a violent manner, Eg: actually violently assaulted another persons, but on odd accaisionsocaisions, I have had that Anger but obviously have controlled myself! so in saying that, I'd like to think I don't really have the capacity to do so!

10. But one knowing one can go into Mega Rages, is cause I feel for one to enter into Phsycological therapy! An I would like to do this, for the remainder of my life, considering I have had other Issuses, so what I'm trying to do here, is to cement my future to insure I Never Act in any manner which is of ANY kind Offence. But paying for all this, is a Totally different story!

P.S. Just Imagine Had I was the President of the Planet with my Trigger finger inching closer and closer to that Big Red Remotly Controlled Nuke Button, Quite Plausible @ Kim Jung Un & Any other Country leader that wants to look at me sideways! Lol

Kindness, and from your last post, I did indeed learn something knew! Thank You!

Are you in need of a Job? The Vice President Position is still open also if ya know of any Hot busted Blonds, ima looking for a Sexutary it seems these days, Freakin Bill has been hogging the whole show! How freakin Dare he!!

Cheers
President of the Planet