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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
Actually when I'm any kind of manic I isolate myself and go in my room because there's a bit of anxiety that comes with it. Even if I'm in a good mood. I even ignore my bf when he's right next to me because my face is in my phone on here. So in other words I treat you guys BETTER than I do my own family? Lol. The only reason I'm in my living room right now is because my bird is going nuts and I'm sensitive to the noise right now and I'm home alone. I love being home alone when I'm feeling like this. I easily get annoyed or anxious like this.
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This is why most of the time I like being single, because I almost always want to be alone. I don't feel comfortable being myself around other people, I even feel anxiety around my family, it's wierd. I have not touched alcohol since August 2014 and I am really trying to avoid it because I tend to use it to ease the anxiety and mellow out. Although I do have some in my fridge right now and have for a couple months because someone bought it for me.