I quit drinking last May when I was so bad that I was physically addicted and self medicated. I would wake up every morning sick and had to drink. I had to go to a hospital to safely detox. I never would even leave the house unless I was buzzed first. I even drank WHILE driving to my destination (no I'm not proud of it!). I didn't go through rehab like I should have so I dealt with a lot of emotional stuff getting used to sobriety. That's a long story though. I haven't even had one drink since because I know that once I start I won't stop. I'm a all or nothing type. Part of borderline personality that I have too. Hell I have a whole list of MI. It makes life debilitating at times.

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