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Originally Posted by Melmo
But then when I gt really depressed like the past few days, I would do anything for someone to just hug/hold me. I cried myself to sleep last night just wishing I had someone. But I'm a selfish *****, I push people away so i'm better off staying single.
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These are my exact thoughts I struggle with. More so lately. Mainly because I would like to have someone to share my life with, but at the same time, I'm so moody and unstable sometimes that I don't even think it's worth it and I should just stay single. Don't know what's in between that, so single it is..