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Originally Posted by gina_re
These are my exact thoughts I struggle with. More so lately. Mainly because I would like to have someone to share my life with, but at the same time, I'm so moody and unstable sometimes that I don't even think it's worth it and I should just stay single. Don't know what's in between that, so single it is..
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Exactly. I have only had one relationship that worked out, until I found out he was watching child porn and cheated on me twice, getting one pregnant,(and then engaged) and the other being my best friend at the time. Ever since, I have pushed every other person away, my relationships never last more than a few weeks except for one that was 3 months. I am moody, I don't like to show who I really am to anyone, I ignore people. I am just unloveable.