Since this depression hit me, I can't take a nap.
Have to sleep with the TV on plus several different pills:
Xanax, trazodone and now remeron.

I close my eyes and start seeing people I don't care about, places, arguments,
things that I've done wrong, etc.
Can't force myself to see a nice place, or nice people, or my kids. It's very hard to even see Jesus. Everything is so mixed up.
Any remedy for this?.

What do you see?